when juan sms to dl heartbreaker, i was suddenly reminded that the lost of S11 is a heartbreaker to me.. esp. when u made a decision to help others at you own expense but later regretted the decision due to other circumstances tt occur.
i think i need to be a better person, the lost of S11 made me become cranky,vulgar and bitchy towards everybody esp the very poor girl. tt shldnt be that way right? haha but i just cant say it out that S11 is but part of the materialistic world and tt if you die you cant take it along with you. Cos it is the fact that S11 is part of my life, and i am not yet striving to kick it out. and just when i really gave up all hope and accepted the truth, 90% of S11 flew back and smack me right at my forehead. i was shocked and happy. well, the reason why S11 flew back was due to a saviour.
ok anyway, because S11 came back i realised that i shld just go back to 60% of my original self where i spent S11 as and when i like and not even calculating the expenditure.
This morning, my dad told me that we shldnt bother whether if ppl are rich and feel inferior bcos we dont owe them anything at all. i found it quite true :)

mx

noted at 11:18 AM