i realised im afraid of death by sickness(one scenerio): lyin in the hopspital wif tubes stickin in ur mouth ur stomach n everything unable to stomach food or pee animore by ur own will n slowly passing days unable to move while enduring the pain bravely in order not to be a burden to ur family. worse is tt u cant speak anymore n ur entire body is lyk a vegetable. but ur mind is active la..

but everyone sure grow old,sickness den knocks on ur door; u will tio heart attk, stroke etc n den die lo.. i guess im probably afraid of suffering pain from sickness. i admit im useless. hu dare to sae dey not scared of pain.. raise their hands!

hmm well but sometimes small sickness lyk fever can make u lose weight! :(((
hahah but but but but
im goin to eat healthy food everyday. im goin to fall in luv wif organic food too!! hahaha organic food for my mouth, my stomach n for a healthy over-all well-being.
aiya i wonder when tis will last..but wht matters presently is im healthy :D

40++++ days to A(s), juan saes if if if if if if if choy choy choy *touchwood touchwood* we both fail we shall go MI.. LOL if choy *touchwood* i fail alone i go poly. but of cos We dun plan to fail tt is jus another route for us. aiya im goin to pray everyday liao.

minxian

noted at 6:24 PM