im drawn to eye contact.
so many people have sweep me away with their eyes

tdae i dreamt i pushed her while quarrelin (yet agn)
den she fell
den.......
i tink its my secret fear or wish tt it might happen

i woke up with a start
and saw her climbing e ladder to our double bed
i half thot she was goin to fall off

but as usual e bed just crack
cos she too heavy
-juan

noted at 1:48 PM